First Is the Worst

by Supérmac

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All tracks written, composed, and recorded by Kudzin/Reichard
*except where noted

Jack Falato - Drums (tracks 5, 8, 11)
Ben Sanchez - Bass (tracks 8, 11) Vox (tracks 3, 6, 7, 8)
Liam McKenna - Trumpet (tracks 10, 11)

Recorded at the Reichard Residence Attic

Mixed and Mastered by Josh Maskornick at E. Wall Street Studios

Produced by Noah Reichard

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released May 27, 2017

Thanks to:
Our parents
Our friends
Bill Medei
Hookah Turkah
John Millington
The neighbors who liked us
The neighbors who called the cops
Bethlehem City Police Department
Everyone who came to a show or bought our shit
Everyone who told us this wasn't worthless
We love you all and thanks for supporting us this far

Cover photo by John Millington

Copyright Supérmac, Inc. 2017
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Track Name: It's About that Time
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Track Name: So it Goes
Everyday I wake a little more confused than the last
Hey man ain't that a gas
So it seems another day has been gifted to me
With a strict no exchanged policy
What do you wear? What do you care?
Man, stop growing out your hair
So it goes

Every time I see the morning's sun
I feel a little more alive
Every time I feel the morning's breeze
I feel inclined to stay alive

What does it mean when you say
You'd spend eternity, eternity with me?
Just by using the line "I love you"?
But the line's been
Done before, or overused, fucked up lonely and abused like my brain
When I once was sane
So it goes

Every time I see the morning's sun
I feel a little more alive
Every time I feel the morning's breeze
I feel inclined to stay alive
Track Name: What's Not Broke
You know I'm high, I know you're pissed
You know by this point that I don't give a shit
Can't read my mind but you sure as hell do try
Always listening to your thoughts and not my lips

No way in hell I'm gonna fix what's not broke
It's just I want this to be through
It's not that I don't care at all about myself
I just don't give a shit about you

I wanna live, you seem content to die
Yet I'm the one who supposed to learn
You throw on your disguise and I try and feel alive
But we both want to see it all burn

No way in hell I'm gonna fix what's not broke
It's just I want this to be through
It's not that I don't care at all about myself
I just don't give a shit about you

So what you'll give or take
Just don't expect me to wait
I wanna live my way
Without dealing with your pain
Track Name: Tuesday
Question why the summer time had to end
Question all the thoughts as they sprint through my head

I'm alright and that's a bald-faced lie
But I know that's what you want to here
I thought I had this all figured out
But my vision's everything but clear

Father time is the only dad I ever had
He's been there for me time and time and time again

I'm alright and that's a bald-faced lie
But I know that's what you want to here
I thought I had you all figured out
But my vision's everything but clear

Colors and wavelengths appear before my eyes
They ask me politely if I'd like to go for a ride

woo
Track Name: Waiting
The day begins with blurry eyes, jelly legs, and stomach ties
Look up to see what you have left
Cause no one wants to drag behind when bitter talks make toxic minds
So you try and take one more step

But all your friends have way to much to say
And you watch your old ones back their bags and slip away
So you stand still wasting more time everyday
Waiting for blues skies to turn to grey

Take it in like you know you should
See it like they say it looks
Watch it pass by in black and white
Cause vivid skies are hard to make when watered eyes make different shapes
And all they see is blinding light

But all your friends have way to much to say
And you watch your old ones back their bags and slip away
So you stand still wasting more time everyday
Waiting for blues skies to turn to grey

But all your friends have way to much to say
And you watch your old ones back their bags and slip away
So you stand still wasting more time everyday
While the clock ticks down and I see sweat drip down your face
Cause you feel the want inside but all you do is wait
Waiting for blue skies to turn to grey
Waiting for blue skies to turn to grey
Waiting for blue skies to turn to grey
Waiting for blue skies to turn to grey
Track Name: October Skies
Every year she comes back again
She picks a new color, an attempt
To remind me of my old friends
To remind me of my old friends

Every year, it's all just the same
I fall in love with that girl
But I hardly know her name
I hardly know her name

Sometimes I find
October skies don't shine
But that's fine, that's fine
Because her light always burns bright
Was it you? Who deemed me the fool?

Every October when the leaves start to die
With their angelic pigments and tints
My heart begins to cry
As I too slowly die

Sometimes I find
October skies don't shine
But that's fine, that's fine
Because Hell always burns bright
Was it you? Who deemed me the fool?

And I know, she won't ever waltz my way
But that's okay, you know, I'll get high anyway

If you think this circumstance could ever, ever change
Well it won't, cause it don't, so just stay away
Track Name: Let's Go Outside
Let's go outside, but don't forget the knife
Mother said not to run so let's run for our lives
Behind the store, such a bore, lost the reasoning what for
I don't feel any different than those who came before

Running down the shoreline
Hunting down the golden sky
Waiting for the sunset
Just to chase the next

C'mon and lie, and toss me the light
Let's set ourselves on fire so we can alive
The night comes back, bible black, what a megalomaniac
He thinks he's oh so clever as we all become sidetracked

Running down the shoreline
Hunting down the golden sky
Waiting for the sunset
Just to chase the next
Track Name: Punk Love
Punk love got me thinking 'bout was was and could've been
What I should've done and what never left that place
But these voices in my head knows just what fills me up with hate
And I'm left wondering how long they go on

Punk love seems so close and yet it's so far out of reach
I hate the part of me that puts up the walls
People say that it's better but I tend to disagree
Cause when my ears peak up I can hear my name called

But it's all insults and put me downs
Feelings not quite allowed
That keep me from these petty highs and knowing I fit in
To all these misfits that no one likes
Who hold little up but strife
But still see good at the lower end of the food chain
And make me feel that I can be alive

Punk love's not so bad at least it's an answer in my eyes
I'm an addict for the rush of letting go
It talks how life is meaningless and the freedom it provides
But whether or not I agree I just don't know

But it's all insults and put me downs
Feelings not quite allowed
That keep me from these petty highs and knowing I fit in
To all these misfits that no one likes
Who hold little up but strife
But still see good at the lower end of the food chain
And make me feel that I can be alive
I guess what ever keeps you warm inside

But I can't stand back and let you have all of the fun
I want in I want blood let's make it work let's make 'em run
Because who needs purpose when we have the world to oppose
And we can be truly free with our punk love
Track Name: Old Times
Sober up and start the day
Don't let your mind become disarrayed
By the thoughts you have that you feel are crimes
As you sit alone and count time

Think back to the girl you loved
Before she was taken by up above
Moments where you both laughed and cried
Like it's old times

Against the grain
Was the only way
That we could end up dancing
In the acid rain
He searched for her in vain
When she told him
There's some things on this Earth
Even I can't explain

I could stay stuck in this chair
Get high on the floor and still not care
And slowly slip into despair
Or stare into your eyes

Like it's old times
Like it's old times
Like it's old times
Like it's old times

Against the grain
Was the only way
That we could end up dancing
In the acid rain
He searched for her in vain
When she told him
There's some things on this Earth
Even I can't explain

Like old times
Track Name: These Things (Are Not Mine)
How would you like to see what humans have not seen?
Look up at the stars and you'll find it is so serene
How would you like to touch what no one has touched yet?
Touch the ground then fill your stomach up with wet cement

These things
Are not mine
These things are not mine
These things
Are not mine

Let's get caught up in the now
Open door, enter the tao
Collect nothing, throw it away
Find yourself, then float my way

How would you like to feel what humans have not felt?
Let the air flow through your body as if it were sharply dealt
How would you like to taste what no one's tasted yet?
Taste my tongue and tell me I don't taste like wet cigarettes

These things
Are not mine
These things are not mine
These things
Are not mine

Let's get caught up in the now
Open door, enter the tao
Collect nothing, throw it away
Find yourself, then float my way
Track Name: Minefields
I should of known when you walked in that I'd do the things I did but sometimes I can't help myself
But your long hair and your perfect grin made me feel like myself again in spite of all the things that were said
Now you're off teaching children math while I get high all by myself
seems I got the short end of the stick
It's not your fault in any way it's why I'm fucked and you still do ok

In the dead of the night gunshots ring through my mind
and my thoughts feel just like minefields in my head
And its hard to relate, sometime love sometimes hate
Either way it's hard to sleep in my own bed
I guess I'll get my sleep when I'm dead

I should of known when you walked in that I'd do the things I did but sometimes I can't help myself
But your short hair and your stupid smile acted as the live wire strapped to my chest and then exploded
You say you're writing poetry while I'm teaching kids how to read
without you was the life I chose for me
No time now to second guess it looks like you are doing just fine

In the dead of the night gunshots ring through my mind
and my thoughts feel just like minefields in my head
And its hard to relate, sometime love sometimes hate
Either way it's hard to sleep in my own bed
I guess I'll get my sleep when I'm dead
Track Name: Shrink (I Took John's Advice)
Dear lady oh doctor won't you help me?
I am as lonely as could be
I know my situation is quite ordinary
Or so it seems

Sertraline HCL
Serotonin I can't tell
Benzodiazepines make me well
Clonazepam what the hell

You say that a shrink could help me with my doubt
But I don't think I can talk this out
Instead just give me medication
Because I am simply your patient

Sertraline HCL
Serotonin I can't tell
Benzodiazepines make me well
Clonazepam what the hell

What the hell

Say doctor do you have any spare time
You could send my way?
No? Okay, in that case
It'll just be the medication today

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God damn

I think I'll drag myself to the shrink today
And along the way I'll think of things that I'm not gonna say
I bet he thinks he'll get me, finally figure out me
Just cause he's got some fanciful degree, that don't impress me

Well I'm not a psychologist, and I'm no neurologist
I self diagnose myself every other day
And I find it so absurd, when I think I've found the words
But my mind just seems to let them slip away

Dr. Robert is his name
Suggested by a friend who thought I could use a change
He'll pick you up, make you feel fine, help you understand anytime
Cause you know the Doc is always on call

Well I'm not a psychologist, and I'm no neurologist
I self diagnose myself every other day
And I find it so absurd, when I think I've found the words
But my mind just wants to throw them all away, all away

Hey little girl, who's older than me
I met you at the show last night when i told you,
"You're so god damn pretty"
And I could not resist you, so I kissed you, and i did do
And I might be, a little but, just maybe, can you help me?