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First Is the Worst

by Supérmac

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Alec Smith Love these guys. They're all super talented, nice guys, and their music is dope. Favorite track: October Skies.
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matt_liddick These guys are freakin great. They've all worked so hard to make this band a success kudos to them for keeping the music scene happning in Bethlehem Favorite track: Punk Love.
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1.
bong bong bong bong bong bong bong bong bong bong bong bong bong bong bong bong BONG BONG BONG BONG
2.
So it Goes 02:30
Everyday I wake a little more confused than the last Hey man ain't that a gas So it seems another day has been gifted to me With a strict no exchanged policy What do you wear? What do you care? Man, stop growing out your hair So it goes Every time I see the morning's sun I feel a little more alive Every time I feel the morning's breeze I feel inclined to stay alive What does it mean when you say You'd spend eternity, eternity with me? Just by using the line "I love you"? But the line's been Done before, or overused, fucked up lonely and abused like my brain When I once was sane So it goes Every time I see the morning's sun I feel a little more alive Every time I feel the morning's breeze I feel inclined to stay alive
3.
You know I'm high, I know you're pissed You know by this point that I don't give a shit Can't read my mind but you sure as hell do try Always listening to your thoughts and not my lips No way in hell I'm gonna fix what's not broke It's just I want this to be through It's not that I don't care at all about myself I just don't give a shit about you I wanna live, you seem content to die Yet I'm the one who supposed to learn You throw on your disguise and I try and feel alive But we both want to see it all burn No way in hell I'm gonna fix what's not broke It's just I want this to be through It's not that I don't care at all about myself I just don't give a shit about you So what you'll give or take Just don't expect me to wait I wanna live my way Without dealing with your pain
4.
Tuesday 02:41
Question why the summer time had to end Question all the thoughts as they sprint through my head I'm alright and that's a bald-faced lie But I know that's what you want to here I thought I had this all figured out But my vision's everything but clear Father time is the only dad I ever had He's been there for me time and time and time again I'm alright and that's a bald-faced lie But I know that's what you want to here I thought I had you all figured out But my vision's everything but clear Colors and wavelengths appear before my eyes They ask me politely if I'd like to go for a ride woo
5.
Waiting 02:53
The day begins with blurry eyes, jelly legs, and stomach ties Look up to see what you have left Cause no one wants to drag behind when bitter talks make toxic minds So you try and take one more step But all your friends have way to much to say And you watch your old ones back their bags and slip away So you stand still wasting more time everyday Waiting for blues skies to turn to grey Take it in like you know you should See it like they say it looks Watch it pass by in black and white Cause vivid skies are hard to make when watered eyes make different shapes And all they see is blinding light But all your friends have way to much to say And you watch your old ones back their bags and slip away So you stand still wasting more time everyday Waiting for blues skies to turn to grey But all your friends have way to much to say And you watch your old ones back their bags and slip away So you stand still wasting more time everyday While the clock ticks down and I see sweat drip down your face Cause you feel the want inside but all you do is wait Waiting for blue skies to turn to grey Waiting for blue skies to turn to grey Waiting for blue skies to turn to grey Waiting for blue skies to turn to grey
6.
Every year she comes back again She picks a new color, an attempt To remind me of my old friends To remind me of my old friends Every year, it's all just the same I fall in love with that girl But I hardly know her name I hardly know her name Sometimes I find October skies don't shine But that's fine, that's fine Because her light always burns bright Was it you? Who deemed me the fool? Every October when the leaves start to die With their angelic pigments and tints My heart begins to cry As I too slowly die Sometimes I find October skies don't shine But that's fine, that's fine Because Hell always burns bright Was it you? Who deemed me the fool? And I know, she won't ever waltz my way But that's okay, you know, I'll get high anyway If you think this circumstance could ever, ever change Well it won't, cause it don't, so just stay away
7.
Let's go outside, but don't forget the knife Mother said not to run so let's run for our lives Behind the store, such a bore, lost the reasoning what for I don't feel any different than those who came before Running down the shoreline Hunting down the golden sky Waiting for the sunset Just to chase the next C'mon and lie, and toss me the light Let's set ourselves on fire so we can alive The night comes back, bible black, what a megalomaniac He thinks he's oh so clever as we all become sidetracked Running down the shoreline Hunting down the golden sky Waiting for the sunset Just to chase the next
8.
Punk Love 03:53
Punk love got me thinking 'bout was was and could've been What I should've done and what never left that place But these voices in my head knows just what fills me up with hate And I'm left wondering how long they go on Punk love seems so close and yet it's so far out of reach I hate the part of me that puts up the walls People say that it's better but I tend to disagree Cause when my ears peak up I can hear my name called But it's all insults and put me downs Feelings not quite allowed That keep me from these petty highs and knowing I fit in To all these misfits that no one likes Who hold little up but strife But still see good at the lower end of the food chain And make me feel that I can be alive Punk love's not so bad at least it's an answer in my eyes I'm an addict for the rush of letting go It talks how life is meaningless and the freedom it provides But whether or not I agree I just don't know But it's all insults and put me downs Feelings not quite allowed That keep me from these petty highs and knowing I fit in To all these misfits that no one likes Who hold little up but strife But still see good at the lower end of the food chain And make me feel that I can be alive I guess what ever keeps you warm inside But I can't stand back and let you have all of the fun I want in I want blood let's make it work let's make 'em run Because who needs purpose when we have the world to oppose And we can be truly free with our punk love
9.
Old Times 03:18
Sober up and start the day Don't let your mind become disarrayed By the thoughts you have that you feel are crimes As you sit alone and count time Think back to the girl you loved Before she was taken by up above Moments where you both laughed and cried Like it's old times Against the grain Was the only way That we could end up dancing In the acid rain He searched for her in vain When she told him There's some things on this Earth Even I can't explain I could stay stuck in this chair Get high on the floor and still not care And slowly slip into despair Or stare into your eyes Like it's old times Like it's old times Like it's old times Like it's old times Against the grain Was the only way That we could end up dancing In the acid rain He searched for her in vain When she told him There's some things on this Earth Even I can't explain Like old times
10.
How would you like to see what humans have not seen? Look up at the stars and you'll find it is so serene How would you like to touch what no one has touched yet? Touch the ground then fill your stomach up with wet cement These things Are not mine These things are not mine These things Are not mine Let's get caught up in the now Open door, enter the tao Collect nothing, throw it away Find yourself, then float my way How would you like to feel what humans have not felt? Let the air flow through your body as if it were sharply dealt How would you like to taste what no one's tasted yet? Taste my tongue and tell me I don't taste like wet cigarettes These things Are not mine These things are not mine These things Are not mine Let's get caught up in the now Open door, enter the tao Collect nothing, throw it away Find yourself, then float my way
11.
Minefields 04:23
I should of known when you walked in that I'd do the things I did but sometimes I can't help myself But your long hair and your perfect grin made me feel like myself again in spite of all the things that were said Now you're off teaching children math while I get high all by myself seems I got the short end of the stick It's not your fault in any way it's why I'm fucked and you still do ok In the dead of the night gunshots ring through my mind and my thoughts feel just like minefields in my head And its hard to relate, sometime love sometimes hate Either way it's hard to sleep in my own bed I guess I'll get my sleep when I'm dead I should of known when you walked in that I'd do the things I did but sometimes I can't help myself But your short hair and your stupid smile acted as the live wire strapped to my chest and then exploded You say you're writing poetry while I'm teaching kids how to read without you was the life I chose for me No time now to second guess it looks like you are doing just fine In the dead of the night gunshots ring through my mind and my thoughts feel just like minefields in my head And its hard to relate, sometime love sometimes hate Either way it's hard to sleep in my own bed I guess I'll get my sleep when I'm dead
12.
Dear lady oh doctor won't you help me? I am as lonely as could be I know my situation is quite ordinary Or so it seems Sertraline HCL Serotonin I can't tell Benzodiazepines make me well Clonazepam what the hell You say that a shrink could help me with my doubt But I don't think I can talk this out Instead just give me medication Because I am simply your patient Sertraline HCL Serotonin I can't tell Benzodiazepines make me well Clonazepam what the hell What the hell Say doctor do you have any spare time You could send my way? No? Okay, in that case It'll just be the medication today //////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// God damn I think I'll drag myself to the shrink today And along the way I'll think of things that I'm not gonna say I bet he thinks he'll get me, finally figure out me Just cause he's got some fanciful degree, that don't impress me Well I'm not a psychologist, and I'm no neurologist I self diagnose myself every other day And I find it so absurd, when I think I've found the words But my mind just seems to let them slip away Dr. Robert is his name Suggested by a friend who thought I could use a change He'll pick you up, make you feel fine, help you understand anytime Cause you know the Doc is always on call Well I'm not a psychologist, and I'm no neurologist I self diagnose myself every other day And I find it so absurd, when I think I've found the words But my mind just wants to throw them all away, all away Hey little girl, who's older than me I met you at the show last night when i told you, "You're so god damn pretty" And I could not resist you, so I kissed you, and i did do And I might be, a little but, just maybe, can you help me?

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All tracks written, composed, and recorded by Kudzin/Reichard
*except where noted

Jack Falato - Drums (tracks 5, 8, 11)
Ben Sanchez - Bass (tracks 8, 11) Vox (tracks 3, 6, 7, 8)
Liam McKenna - Trumpet (tracks 10, 11)

Recorded at the Reichard Residence Attic

Mixed and Mastered by Josh Maskornick at E. Wall Street Studios

Produced by Noah Reichard

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released May 27, 2017

Thanks to:
Our parents
Our friends
Bill Medei
Hookah Turkah
John Millington
The neighbors who liked us
The neighbors who called the cops
Bethlehem City Police Department
Everyone who came to a show or bought our shit
Everyone who told us this wasn't worthless
We love you all and thanks for supporting us this far

Cover photo by John Millington

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